A life full of fairytales and happiness

I am a positive person. I live by the words LOVE.LIVE.LIFE from my favourite group N-Dubz. I am happy with my life and I'm thankful too. I am thankful for everything that has been given to me. But here I am waiting; waiting for that special someone. I wonder when I will get to experience falling and being in love. I want to experience anything and everything. Anything to teach me everything to make me stronger. Oh I can't for that day where someone will love me and show me that love of theirs. Even though I know I'll get hurt one day...it's the experience that counts! The experience which will show me the right way the next time around. I don't ever have regrets; I live a fairytale where there is always a bright side.

Kyss Me @ 18

After 3 hours of sleep and then a 6 hours of class, with just 1 hour break I had another fun experience. After being picked up I ate with family together with friends. A dinner full of food! After each dish came another one! But I was so excited I only put on a spoonful of each dish onto my plate. Followed by that we went to the condo to get ready. It took us TWO hours to get ready. Where one of my friends did all of our hair and make-up. We decided to go to Kyss around 11pm, sadly we were the ones who seemed to open up the club. We chose to drink Tequila Rose I didn't know what to drink. All I wanted was a cocktail, something that I've never tried before. After years of beer I wanted something different I wanted to drink something, classy and girlie. I no longer wanted something cheap or usual. the club started to fill up with koreans around 1am. Sadly not many people joined. K-pop was being played all night, the music was okay though. But the Koreans seemed to have their own dance moves. I was expecting wild, vulgour and people grinding against each other. I experienced none of that. It was ok! I didn't mind, I got to see what a club was like and I got to step foot in one. Now I can be more prepared to enter other clubs in the future.

Goodbye Flats Hello Stilletos

I'm 18 now and I am so proud of where I am and who I am. I've been through ups and downs. But I've risen from them; I've chosen to learn from all the mistakes I've made and from the mistakes of others. I've been unlucky with love but I have learned to appreciate the love I do have with family and friends. I let go of the bad and kept the good. I stay away from haters and enemies. I choose my friends wisely; I learn from them and treat them as family. I keep my friends close to my heart. To me, friends are next in line to my family. I have friends who are part of my life and life without them wouldn't be the same.

I've learned to; stand on my own feet, think on my own and to walk on my own.

The main lesson I learned, just like everyone says is to follow your dreams. Don't turn around, believe in yourself and just keep on moving forward. I've been hurt and stepped on but every time I get back up. Even though I act like a child I feel as if I'm strong enough. I feel as if I can't give up, I can't throw away my dreams. Otherwise what's the point if I don't get anywhere. I would be a disappointment to myself.

So here I am standing getting stronger and stronger every time. I've been lucky and blessed I don't know if I deserve it, but I appreciate it and I make the most of the life that I do have.