Hot Air Baloon Fest

Woke up at 2am left at 3. Drove all the way to Clarke Pampanga to see my very first hot air baloon festival. Its not over yet but so far it has been fun. After another busy week I don't feel tired the tiredness in me has disappeared. Im enjoying the large crowd of people and the massive hot air baloons; each with a different theme. The biggest one took a while to take off and it amazed the crowd as it took off to the sky.

02/24/13

To Judge or Not to Judge

It hurts. People judge you no matter what, but when you're falling they judge you even more. But then you wonder how can they judge you when they only see whats on the outside. It really is true no one can understand you unless they've walked in your shoes. I made my mistakes by judging others. How can you stomach judging and assuming when you don't predict or handle the future.

Damn this life! To those who are judged stand up straight and hold your head up high and keep on moving!

02/09/13

I won't give up

We all go through hard times and bad times and we also have our adjustments to make. It's like hanging from a cliff if you hold on for a little longer you can reach your destination. Giving up should never be an option; it doesn't matter who pulls you down. If you hang on tight and pull yourself up you will make it. Just imagine those that pull you down will fall into the black hole while you will rise from it!

02/22/13

Then Now and Forever

It was I who had that dream
It was you who had that other dream

It was I who went away
It was you who stayed

It was I carrying the ring
It was you wearing the ring

It was us who came together
It was us who never stopped
It was us who completed eachother

It is us then now and forever


Lately I've been so exposed to weddings that even I have fantasies about getting married. I too am so excited to one day be walking down the aisle looking my prettiest. I'm already excited eventhough I've never been in a proper relationship before. But hey! Theres nothing wrong with dreaming and hoping!

02/17/13

Proud to be a Thomasian

Fighting with no fear
Never giving up
Standing strong

This is the tigers!
I am a thomasian and I have learnt so much. So far its been worth it studying herr. My friend nearly failed her PE. I could feel her pain! In fact I was thinking to myself how do I comfort her if I was the one crying. I really do want to graduate here. I want to one day be an alumi of UST. Its been so fun so far but yet extremely hard! Ive never studied so much and actually taken my studies so serioyaly until now. So I really want to make it to the end.

02/18/13

Bye bye Gossip Girl

I am obsessed with Gossip Girl. This is where all my dreams came from! This is where my dreams started. I dreamt of going to New York ever since I started watching this. I love their lives their shoes their clothes... Everything! I fell in love with Chuck as I saw the kind of man he was throughouy Gossip Girl; showing both his love for Blair and his evil side. But as you see him show his love you can really feel the connection you have, I want a guy like him one day. After nearly crying I remember the clothes they wore the schemes they played the guys they slept with. I know Gossip Girl will never leave me it has played a big part in my life, teaching me showing me and making my dreams shape into reality.

Deserts

Desert after desert after desert. Two days in a row and thats all I've doing, eating desterts. After a week ago I had an ulcer. Never eating on time, eating so little and haing two meals a day. I guess going on a diet wasn't so good after all. It hurt to vomit all day throwing up everythig even water. But now as I've recovered I am eating properly not so much though, just bit by bit and often enough. But today after having two cupcakes, I still crave for more! But i must control myself.

Oh I forgot about the the hokaido cake, its like a profiterole with delicous cream inside a sponegey filling. Then theres the macaroons, I can never resist even though I know how expensive they are no mattet where you go it's heaven to me! Pistachio, chocolate and mocha flavoured I've tatsed so many different flavours I can't keep track anymore!

I WILL!

In a courtcase you fight when you have something to fight with. But in life what happens if you don't have anything? Do you just keep quiet? Do you just let it pass? All I know is to keep quiet, no mistakes happen if you don't do anything. However don't you worry one day I WILL learn. I WILL fight back. I WILL gain the courage. As much as it hurts just to lie here and watch, there is nothing I can do. I have nothing to fight with. I don't know much. Do I know anything at all? To those who step on me I don't care, I have nothing to prove. But I will rise on my own and share it with those who deserve to be in my life!

02/17/13

I wonder...

It makes me wonder

What can you write?...
If you have nothing to write
If you have no social life
If you have no inspiration

It makes me wonder
Will people still read
Will people be interested

So here I lay just thinking

I wonder...

No More To Cliche

The other day I watched Waiting Forever, I didn't know what it was about but at that time I needed a drama. I needed a reason to cry. I figured Waiting Forever was the perfect movie. Well I was kind of right.

The movie to me unlike other movies, it wasn't to cliche for me. In every movie we watch we watch it even if we know the ending because there's nothing like a happy ending. We watch because it makes us feel like there is a world out there with happy endings.

Waiting Forever begins with a guy hoping to finally find the love her life and marry her. He has no place to live, no proper clothes and just a bag with him. When he goes back to his hometown where he met the girl he is too afraid to approach her and propose to her. He finds out she has moved on and has another guy that she loves. However spending time with her slightly wins her back.

In the end however which was what I liked it wasn't a happy ending, they ended it with a hug. What could that mean? From my interpretation they ended up just as best friends....forever.