Everything happened so fast, a few weeks ago I was drowning in my tears and I felt like everything was over. I felt like I couldn't pick myself up and it was so hard to smile and laugh. Now all of a sudden I am suddenly laughing out loud and the butterflies in my stomach have turned into a whirlwind and every time my heart just skips a beat. I've never felt this way before, I have never laughed like this before, everything just seems so perfect it's become my drug, it's kept me going and it just feels so good.
It all just happened with the click of a finger and now I can't get over this feeling that I have. It feels so good I am finally living in my perfect version of reality, this isn't a dream anymore. It's all real and I don't want to let go, I want more and more. But I am afraid maybe tomorrow it will all be gone, tomorrow I'll be back to square one, maybe tomorrow I will have to forget this feeling and forget that everything happened because we all know this doesn't last forever.
We know that happiness comes and go but sadly the memories will just stay and leave a mark, it will become a memory but the worse thing is the emotions that come with it. That's it really it will all be just a memory and I will have to pray just to erase it but that obviously doesn't work out.
It's just something we all go through and that we have to enjoy, appreciate and hold on to for a while
#latepost #happiness
