Love. What does that mean? Why do people make a big deal out of it? Why does it hurt so much but at the same time can be the best thing that's ever happened? I am unexperienced and don't know anything about love. I base this thing called "love" on movies, friends and family.
I've seen heartbreaks and smiles travel through their lives. While I sit here; watching over them and taking in all their stories, complaints and personal experiences. I'm getting used to it. It's ok, I might be bitter but no one has the right to judge me.
I have someone I like. I don't want to make a big deal out of it. He doesn't like me back, if we did I think we would be closer than we are right now. We talk every now and then so I guess we're just friends.
He's not someone my friends would want me to be with. I'm attracted to him, though I ignore it. I deny it and throw away my feelings but they keep coming back. So what is it? What is it that I like about the guy that I like so much? Or why do I like him?
Is this normal. It seems like it. My feelings come back every time I'm not busy. He pops up in my mind out of the blue. Recently its been happening more often, it only goes away when I'm busy.
I see the good in him and I want to be there for him. I want to be the one to make him smile. What does this all mean though?
It doesn't hurt. It makes me feel sad every time your near but we're just friends. I'm ok with it. I'm used to it. Its hard every time you approach me or even simple gestures like putting your hand on my shoulder.
I will be here waiting for that special moment when you see me as more than just a friend.
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