A life full of fairytales and happiness

I am a positive person. I live by the words LOVE.LIVE.LIFE from my favourite group N-Dubz. I am happy with my life and I'm thankful too. I am thankful for everything that has been given to me. But here I am waiting; waiting for that special someone. I wonder when I will get to experience falling and being in love. I want to experience anything and everything. Anything to teach me everything to make me stronger. Oh I can't for that day where someone will love me and show me that love of theirs. Even though I know I'll get hurt one day...it's the experience that counts! The experience which will show me the right way the next time around. I don't ever have regrets; I live a fairytale where there is always a bright side.

Kyss Me @ 18

After 3 hours of sleep and then a 6 hours of class, with just 1 hour break I had another fun experience. After being picked up I ate with family together with friends. A dinner full of food! After each dish came another one! But I was so excited I only put on a spoonful of each dish onto my plate. Followed by that we went to the condo to get ready. It took us TWO hours to get ready. Where one of my friends did all of our hair and make-up. We decided to go to Kyss around 11pm, sadly we were the ones who seemed to open up the club. We chose to drink Tequila Rose I didn't know what to drink. All I wanted was a cocktail, something that I've never tried before. After years of beer I wanted something different I wanted to drink something, classy and girlie. I no longer wanted something cheap or usual. the club started to fill up with koreans around 1am. Sadly not many people joined. K-pop was being played all night, the music was okay though. But the Koreans seemed to have their own dance moves. I was expecting wild, vulgour and people grinding against each other. I experienced none of that. It was ok! I didn't mind, I got to see what a club was like and I got to step foot in one. Now I can be more prepared to enter other clubs in the future.

Goodbye Flats Hello Stilletos

I'm 18 now and I am so proud of where I am and who I am. I've been through ups and downs. But I've risen from them; I've chosen to learn from all the mistakes I've made and from the mistakes of others. I've been unlucky with love but I have learned to appreciate the love I do have with family and friends. I let go of the bad and kept the good. I stay away from haters and enemies. I choose my friends wisely; I learn from them and treat them as family. I keep my friends close to my heart. To me, friends are next in line to my family. I have friends who are part of my life and life without them wouldn't be the same.

I've learned to; stand on my own feet, think on my own and to walk on my own.

The main lesson I learned, just like everyone says is to follow your dreams. Don't turn around, believe in yourself and just keep on moving forward. I've been hurt and stepped on but every time I get back up. Even though I act like a child I feel as if I'm strong enough. I feel as if I can't give up, I can't throw away my dreams. Otherwise what's the point if I don't get anywhere. I would be a disappointment to myself.

So here I am standing getting stronger and stronger every time. I've been lucky and blessed I don't know if I deserve it, but I appreciate it and I make the most of the life that I do have.

Two More Days To Go

15th birthday back in 2009 when I was still in London

16th birthday back in 2010, my last birthday celebration in London

Here I am now two more days to go and I will turn 18. Back in London I was used to waking up on a school day (as my birthday would always hit a weekday). I would wake up to find a banner and all my gifts layed out. It was always done by mum she lay all my presents out with the banner. I would always be excited to see this even though it was just twice she did this it always made me feel special. My mum had made an effort, especially as I had loads of presents. It showed how many people remembered my birthday! I used to always love the gifts I was given usually because I asked for it. However no matter what I would recieve I would be over the moon with it. 

Even though my birthday is not until saturday I decided to treat my friends to BonChons. I know that that is their favourite restaurant as that is where we always eat after p.e. I was so excited when there were loads of free spaces I was pushing the door that I was supposed to pull. We had a great time! I nearly felt like crying as they surprised me with a cake. That was the best bit. I wasn't expecting anything in return but it made me think no matter where I go I am blessed with friends. I wasn't expecting to do that. I felt even closer to them and it felt so good to be surprised especially with cake. I'm super excited to have cake on my birthday I guess I had it earlier this time around.

Back in London I would wake up with that surprise. Here in the Philippines it's different. I would have less presents. But I remember last year... I first went to eat at a Japanese restaurant with my cousins friends and my auntie where we they gave me french macaroons. That was the first part. The second part I spent it with my family; my cousins, my auntie and uncle. We went to eat out in a Italian restaurant with cupcakes as birthday a cake, followed by a movie. I then went shopping with my auntie, just me and her. It's so different to what I used to experience in London. 

Our family tradition for anyone's birthday back in London was KFC, with pancit (noodles) and cake. We would all take pictures and eat together. That was the best. However I have learnt to adapt and just take in different ways of celebrating my birthday. No matter what it is though I always have the best time because I always have those special people there celebrating it with me. I say everyday to my self that I am super blessed... and I can wish for nothing more! 

Finally found you

I liked his music back then and I like his music now. Growing up I used to listen to him in the car due to my mum being a lover of his songs. That was what she played every time to his songs, which made me used to listening to his song. Don't get me wrong I did like his songs, but as getting older I developed a crush on him. Not only has he always made good songs back now and then, he's so HOT! I've never not liked any of his songs. Not because of the way he looks, but because his songs has meaning to it. I remember in Hong Kong I watched on MTV how he developed into such a great artist. How his songs have changed to adapt to the audience that he performs to. He hasn't gone wrong. Not even once... from my point of view that is .

McFly!!!!!

It's so good to hear them sing again. I wasn't a super huge fan but I did listen to them and I did like their songs. But if I had to pick between them and lets say One Direction I would pick McFly although they are a different genre. McFly are my cup of coffee. This song is different to what they used to sing before. But I guess the music industry has changed so I guess they had to change their type of music too. But it's good! I actually like this song; it's what I'm looking for.

Republiq @ 18

I've been looking forward to going clubbing since I was 15 and I'm super excited for next week. Hopefully I actually get to step foot in Republiq. Hopefully my friends and I get in. Me definetly as I am the legal age. I can't believe I am saying that! But yes I will be legal to go to clubs and drink next saturday WOO!!!