Day 8: Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

8)      Five things that are most important to you in a future mate

1. Someone who I can talk to for hours and hours and will never get bored. For me the main thing that I want is to always have someone to talk to, where I can share stories and laugh with. 

2. Someone who has a future.

3. Confidence

4. Hard working

4. Doesn't take things too seriously

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Day 7: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

7)      Where you are in your life vs. where you thought you would be at this point

I am in college right now and so this is where I had expected myself to be. I never really thought of having someone in my life it is only recently that it has struck me that I am single and that I haven't fallen in love or had my first kiss. I turn 19 in two days and I am still inexperienced and still living happily and comfortably with friends and family. 

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Day 6: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

6)      Sound off on the quote “Every woman has the exact love life she wants”

I don't know what to write for this one. But from what I see most of the people I see in relationships are happy. I have heard once my friend told me that I should be happy that I am single, but that seems to hurt even more. I can't relate in any way with her and I have never been hurt by a guy but I'm not actually waiting for this. I hope whenever I do find a guy that it will only be him, my first and last. 

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Day 4: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

4)      Your biggest fear as a single person.

Being alone.  http://dreamerllie.blogspot.com/2013/11/loneliness-hitting-me-in-face.html

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p.s. I had a bit of a mix up with the posts, I didn't publish number 4, I remember typing it but for somehow I didn't upload so I decided to put them together. The link is also linked to my answer to the question. 

Day 5: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

5)      The biggest misconception you think people have about single life

Well this is easy! Many people think that we are unhappy but this is not true. I love my life. I am so pleased with how far I have come and I am so happy and blessed with all the people, friends and family, that are in my life. I have all the freedom in the world; I can flirt, stay out late and I don't have to think about others (Not that I do these things). The freedom is there thought and so this is what makes me happy while others think that being single means that you are always sad.  

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Day 3: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

3)      Describe a moment or a day when being single was really awesome.

Actually this morning I woke up and I said to myself I love being single! Last night I attended a wedding and I loved it. It was my cousins wedding and well I didn't have a date. That didn't bother me, I enjoyed it. I got to drink shot after shot after shot.

I was able to bond with cousins and see them dance and drink for the first time. I loved all the drinks! I liked the feeling of being able to drink and dance, make new friends and maybe flirt a little. No one is controlling me, no one is stopping me. It was just drinks, dance, friends and family. So I love it! I actually want a repeat of last night! I want more drinks!!!

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Day 2: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

2)      Describe a moment or a day when being single really sucked.

Everyday I am in my dorm. I feel the loneliness kicking my ass. I can smell it, feel it, taste, see it. It kills. Its one of the worse feelings ever. I go back to my dorm and no one is there, I have no one to talk to and I don't even get any texts. Facebook and twitter become my best friends. Actually I posted about this in my previous posts about loneliness killing me. 

Feel free to read. http://dreamerllie.blogspot.com/2013/11/loneliness-hitting-me-in-face.html

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11/24/2013

Day 1: The Single Woman’s 30-Day Blogging Challenge

1)      Your response to everyone’s favorite question: “And why are YOU still single?”

I hate hearing this and I don't even know how I am supposed to answer this. However whenever people do ask me I usually say "I don't know" or I just start giggling, because how can you answer this question? It hurts when people ask this and sometimes I am even pressured when asked this. At times it even gets awkward for me. 

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Everything Life

Clogged with work,
Clogged with worry.
Just hope and dreams.
Hope from you,
Dreams from the future;
Two intertwined
Running through my veins.

I wish I made sense.
I wish I knew my way
Around the confusions of life.

I won't complicate things
Neither will you ever know.
It isn't what they think it is.
Know one knows,
I'll just live as it comes.

Prayer, strength and unidentified motivation
Is all I have right now!

Loneliness Hitting Me In The Face

Well I didn't get to finish off my uploads of Davao partly because I'm too lazy. I am tired but I can't sleep, sad but don't know why, waiting for something but not nothing comes along. Well I'm used to these things. I sleep more at my dorm than I do at home because of how bored and lonely I get.

This blog post is just my way of letting out my feelings. I feel a sense of loneliness it happened here in the Philippines. I don't have my mum with me or my sister and so I feel alone a lot. Even though my sister and I didn't get along or weren't close, without her around I feel incredibly lonely.  I don't have anyone to watch or argue over movies with.I don't have my mum telling me what to do or telling me off every move I make. I have my cousin and my family here and I have friends. Friends are not the same as family, no matter how close you are with them.

I guess maybe that is why I am always lonely and to fill in that space I decide to sleep, sleep and sleep.