Day 28 & 29

Day 28: Do you wish for anything at 11:11? If so, what do you wish for?

I do make a wish every night, I lie awake and it takes me forever to sleep. I am in bed after 9pm but I don't sleep until 12am, however I do not want to share the wish I make every night it turns 11:11. I want this wish to come true and also it is not something I am ready to tell the world just yet. It is something very personal, to others it may seem stupid and probably a waste of a wish but I need this wish to come true.

Day 29: Picture of yourself

This was taken last year on my 19th birthday, I will soon be celebrating my 20th birthday. My 19th year has been one of the most craziest adventures of my life so far. I have been at the top where I can taste the rainbow and I'm soaring through everything but then I've had my downfall where I lie awake at night thinking how did everything come to this. I have experienced so much, learned new things, made mistakes and been out of control. This picture of me may not seem like much but I was different, I wasn't that same person I am now. If I was that girl looking into the future I would be shocked with myself, I would say to myself "what happened?" I am in the process of picking up myself and trying to reinvent and enjoy what I have. I want to appreciate and enjoy my life right now and I need to sort out a lot of things, especially my emotions. I wish I could go back and re-live being nineteen but at the same time I would change things,  I know changing things will not make any difference. So I guess I just have to accept my life and keep on climbing. 

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Day 26 & 27

Day 26: What are some little things that make you feel warm and fuzzy?

My blanket and pillow! It's so comfortable even if its hot here I will still have them by my side, hugging it or draped over my legs or a part of my buddy. My sleep would not be complete without either of these.

Day 27: A picture of your handwriting

I am honestly too lazy to do this right now. However my handwriting is big and not really neat, but it is definitely readable.

Day 25: Would you rather date someone plain with an amazing personality or someone beautiful with a plain personality?

Plain with an amazing personality, a long as he can look after himself properly then there is nothing wrong with being plain especially if he is great to be around with. I want someone I can talk to for hours and just being around with but having no awkward silences. I want someone who excites me, makes me laugh, for me when you fall in love with their personality sometimes there looks are just heightened. I know that sounds really bad but I do believe that when you fall in love with someone you learn to accept everything about them.

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Day 24: 7 things that cross your mind a lot

1. I'm hungry; pizza, pasta, fries
2. London
3. New York
4. Future
5. Bed - I want to sleep more, I don't want to get up
6. What will happen when I return back home?
7. Family

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Day 22 & 23

Day 22: A picture of what you wore today

Well today I had class so I pretty much just wore my uniform and I don't usually take pictures with my uniform on.

Day 23: A letter to someone. Anyone.

Dear __________,
                         
                              I know we never really kept in contact, until now we don't. However I am glad that when we met up when I was in England it was as if nothing had changed. I really did miss you and I was so glad to be around you again. It was so great talking to you and seeing you again. A lot has changed and we didn't get to see each other as much as we used to. I am proud of you, I am proud of where you are right now and I hope you will continue to grow and become a better person.

I wish you all the best and I hope we will stay friends for more years to come. I know you have a life of your own now and everything is different, I expected it. I wish though that we kept in contact even more and that we still knew what was going on each others lives. To be honest my life is not the same without you, the both of you. I am used to you guys telling me it will be ok and pushing me. I am used to you guys pushing me and giving me the hard truth. I miss the advice and the things you would say and do to make me better. I wish you both were here to experience everything with me. It is not the same just telling you guys because back in high school you would both be with me throughout everything. Now I am alone, I am with people who judge me and don't understand me, who are probably getting tired of it all. I miss the times I could cry on the phones and when I spoke to you guys you both would just make me think about something else and make me feel better.

Now nothing is the same, I'm with people who don't know me as well as you guys. They try to analyse everything its basically not the same. I want to make up for the times that I have missed out, I want catch up and be with you guys again. Even if it is all different now I want to be with you guys again.

               From that "shy" girl


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Day 21: Turn on's and off's

Turn on's:

• ACCENT!!! The way a guy speaks and if he's Filipino the way he pronounces his words and his accent in general, if he has a horrible accent I am immediately turned off.
• Fashion sense
• Hair 

Turn off's:

• Hygiene I guess, no one wants to be with someone who can't look after themselves properly.
• Skinny guys.

Day 20: Concerts you have attended

Well this is a boring question because I have a boring answer, I would love to have attended many concerts and I still do. Usually I don't have any money or no one to go with. I've been to see Panic at the disco! That was great I would loved to have been closer but it was great just being there. I would definitely want to experience this again.

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